"Why Do You Bother?" (2009)
' Where are your emotions?' A psychologist once asked me why I never seemed to get upset during our appointments. 'You don't get angry when you talk about things that happened, it's like you're telling a story. These are serious, traumatic life events... Where is your anger?' I didn't know what to say. I still don't. I've had to explain some of this mental health stuff to so many Doctors, Nurses and even more Doctors that it probably has become like a story. And I've tried not to let the details upset me because I've had to go through them so many times with so many people. Would getting angry or upset have made any difference? A few years ago I asked my Doctor if he could refer me back to the hospital. I wanted to speak to a Psychiatrist because I didn't feel as if my medication was working. I wasn't sleeping... I was getting short-tempered... I was staying at home, closing the blinds and not answering the phone... I knew th...